Mommy In Love

Mommy just finished bathing Megan so she has a chance now to write. Megan sleeps better and longer at night if she has a bath. Mommy has choosen to bath her between 9 to 10 evening because that is going to be her bed time when she goes back to work. Speaking of work, Mommy is going back next Monday and is already very nervous. First, Mommy can't decide if Megan should just switch to bottle then or she should just buy breast pump to keep nursing Megan. The thing is Mommy bought a cheap manual pump before and it didn't work. It cost her $26. Now she heard that if she wants to get a good pump it has to be electric. Electric pumps are around $60 and Mommy is still not sure if it works and Mommy can't even return it in case. And Mommy has to teach Megan now to get used to taking the bottle because Daddy would be left at home with Megan and Mommy doesn't want that Daddy will have trouble with feeding Megan with bottle since Megan is not used to it yet. Daddy does not have much patience and Mommy is really worried about it. Daddy has 3 weeks to watch Megan (before Daddy goes back to work) and Mommy is very nervous about it. Mommy actually is nervous and stressed about a lot of things. How is Mommy going to catch up with her driving skills especially that she has to drive Megan to daycare everyday. Mommy is sad if she has to stop breastfeeding too for some reasons...which Mommy cannot comprehend. But mostly that Mommy is going to miss Megan like crazy when she goes back to work.

Last night, Daddy took Mommy to see X Men III. It was Mommy's first night out with Daddy without Megan. Mommy hasn't reached the theaters yet and she already missed Megan. Mommy kept seeing Megan's beautiful face in her head and wants to go home so bad. Mommy just kept her cool and tried finishing the movie but Mommy was miserable and was thinking how is Mommy going to make it at work. It was strange to Mommy it is like Mommy is inlove with Megan, well of course. But Megan is Mommy's only baby so all these things are new to her. The movie was great though and Daddy was sweet for taking Mommy out. Lola Cecilia watched Megan. Megan was such a good girl, just slept the whole time and only cried when Mommy and Daddy came back.